Im 16 and dating a 23 year old

10 Jul

Before my dad showed signs of memory loss, Mummy had been the primary caregiver for her own mother who had some form of dementia.At this point, I believe she is simply existing in her body.If anyone knows how tragic Alzheimer’s can be, it is my mother.I’ve questioned her before as to why they don’t consider a home (before he was placed in the rehab last week) and she breaks down and says I don’t get to ask questions since I moved out of their house 6 years ago. He always told me he never wanted to suffer when it was his time. They even asked me to pray for him to “bounce back” which, put lightly, caused me to snap.My mom cries constantly and lashes out at my grandfather, and the stress was so intense I think it contributed to her breast cancer diagnosis last year. I was relieved to see him comfortable in his hospital bed in a deep sleep surrounded by family because it was the way he had wanted to go, right? For at least 3 years he has been wasting away on their couch.

When I say he was comatose, I am not saying it lightly.I call my mom frequently to see how he’s doing and she says “great! I’ll immediately call my father and he’ll give me the honest real truth and say “he’s only got a few days.” I haven’t talked to my mother in a week because I feel like she is lying to me and not keeping me in the loop. I cared for my mum day in day out for 14 years ( Alzheimer’s) and in the last 2 years I increasingly became more angry and resentful towards her .Long story short, he has been on the decline for a very long time.My mother has almost forced this onto my dad who loves her too much to ever speak his mind around her since she is so emotionally fragile she will break down. He chokes on his food and has started to get reoccuring chest infections due to him aspirating it. I thought of this as a blessing because I see it as his way to leave this world in peace and finally be out of his misery.And i think he tries to sit next to me when we don't have assigned seating. I'm 13 I have a problem at flirting & if my parents find out that I have a crush on somebody they'll kill me and I have a crush on 9th grade boy but I'm 7th grader I'm muslim & I wear a hijab. He has brown/blonde hair and blue eyes and is the sweetest ever. Well let’s say I dance pretty much all day everday and out to study a lot more than I do and I dream about my crush. I'm also afraid that other students in my grade will be weirded out if me and my crush start dating...

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